By Amma Kidd
Excerpted from talk
given July 2, 1988 in Yogaville.
The love that Sri Gurudev embodies is so vast—it gives
of itself constantly in utter simplicity and humility, limiting itself
in so many ways just so that we may learn. For we are Sri Gurudev's
devotion. I am sure that the God that he worships and loves, the One
that he adores and serves, has all of our faces and our names and
our forms and the forms of all created things.
I was shaken by this realization the first time I looked
into his eyes. My path instantly opened before me and my life was
transformed. This devotion rules all of his actions. All we have to
do is to observe the way he enters a room. Whether it is a simple
home or a palace, he enters it meekly and humbly, with the quiet,
dignified aura of the greatest devotee.
His reverent and devoted manner stays the same whether
he looks into your eyes or holds a baby in his arms. All his actions
seem to be soaked in reverence and devotion. Even when he thunders
he is simply obeying the emergencies of love. His love patiently hears
all things, sees all things, feels all things, understands all things,
bears all things, and forgives all things. He doesn't only forgive,
he completely forgets, immediately. However, he will always remember
anything good and beautiful, even though it may seem insignificant.
He will never seek to control or manipulate our emotions
and our mind, or impose upon us his advice. He has a deep respect
for our free will and he's very delicate and careful about it. He
never judges or condemns. He only corrects, encourages and supports.
His miraculous presence among us is an open invitation for us to be
as he is and to love each other.
The night before he left on a journey to India in the
late 1980s, Sri Gurudev gave a beautiful satsang (spiritual discourse).
Someone asked, "What is your recommendation for us before your departure?" He
repeated two or three times, "Love one another. Love one another." He
said it softly, yet earnestly and powerfully, as if to say that this
is the essence of his teachings that he wants us to grasp.
One year during our interfaith service, I observed his
eyes watering. He later shared that he could not hold back the tears
of joy at seeing his spiritual children worshiping and praying together,
riding above all man-made differences. The invitation is for us to
love one another as he loves us. If he is inviting us to do this it
means we have the capacity to do it. It means we can aspire to this.
That we don't have to settle for anything less than this.
Love makes all things possible. Sri Gurudev and his
teachings are there waiting and calling. It is up to each of us to
truly answer that call. Allow him to lead you through glorious portals
of love into the higher way of life, the realm of faith. Only this
will ensure world peace. Only this will ensure that the seeds Sri
Gurudev planted will grow and multiply. Go forth with that love to
heal each other and serve each other in a suffering world. This is
the greatest tribute we could ever give our beloved Gurudev.
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Amma Kidd, center.
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A “mystical†moment between Guru and disciple,
early 1970s.
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